tragedies - collab. by bailey--elizabeth, literature
Literature
tragedies - collab.
you deserve all the cobweb dreams,
fairytale hopes, and explosive love
in the world, but i know that i
will never be the one
to give them to you.
you need notes that end with
'ps - you're brighter than
twenty-seven silver stars'.
i can't bring myself
to write them, though.
it's not like you'd read them,
anyway.
i cut out paper hearts and
dreams and gave them to you, but
you only ripped them up and said
'these aren't good enough.'
when i painted you a picture
of golden skies and sunshine smiles,
you handed it back and told me
'next time, paint realistically.'
so i wrote you a story
filled of starless nights and
hopeless d
i. fix me, please. she exhaled angels wishes and white lace, fingers fumbling over his collar and tears tripping their way down her cheeks.
he smiled softly and pressed cold lips to her forehead, pretending that he could make everything better in calm hands and silent whispers.
but his structure held no magic, and he will never be capable of miracles.
she believed him when she shouldnt have.
ii. they wasted tuesdays running under rainbows and
kissing freckled noses and singing along with broken radio static.
no matter how much she dreamedhopedwished he was real,
they were really just a disaster waiting to happen; ne
ten reasons why
i can't write:
1.
i can't write because when i do i
take inefficient showers and get in
with all my clothes on and sit there
like an environmentalist on strike until
my jeans are soaked all the way through
2.
i can't write because
when i do i tell my cat, bonnie,
that her name is really beatrice and
that she is descended from a long
line of cat-queens and one day her
real family will come and claim her,
and that's really not very nice of me
to lie to her like that.
3.
i can't write because when i do i don't sleep
because there are all kinds of spitting
things waiting in the dark full of words
and words
i write when my head is about to crush into a black hole
i write when my heart is breaking into a million fuck yous
i write when i'm alone, in amongst strangers i feel more connected to than my own mother
i write when i'm confused about how i'm breathing, about how sometimes i don't want to be
i write when i'm in love with photographs, representations, copy-cats, plaster, sticky-tape, temporary fix-its
i write when i'm in desperate need for a vice
i write when i cannot fathom the way every little fibre i do not understand works, when i turn on a light
i write when i scald and scold myself with dirty hot words to try to make myself bett
i like you better in the dark by softsilhouettes, literature
Literature
i like you better in the dark
sometimes at night i like to turn off my bedroom lights, shut the door, and close the curtains, so we're in the dark, and our eyes are disceived; this way i can pretend that it's really him who's kissing me, holding me, touching me, roaming me, moaning against me, instead of it being you - who's facing me. i try and put my ear to your heart and match up the synchronized beats to his, i try to remember what it was like falling asleep knowing i had his heart in my hands and how i was using it as a pillow to sleep at night. and in the morning when the sun glimpses through the cracks of my curtains, i sometimes keep my eyes closed for a moment lo